There are days
I find myself
Feeling like
A chameleon .
Blending
Into the emotional
Background.
Seeking shelter
As my emotions
Violently
Swirl around
Like a winter maelstrom.
Just trying
To hold everything
Together.
Hoping
I don't fall prey
To the darker feelings
Within me.
Long held
Suppressed
Behind mental barriers
Dating back
To a prehistorically past
Of long ago.
I've forgotten
Their first erection
Upon my soulscape.
As a time of renewal
Is upon me.
Replacing
And rebuilding
What been put off
For decades.
Forced
To make
Hard choices
About the path
I walk.
Many
I don't like
But
Must face.
Must face.
If I want
True healing
For my body
And soul.
Therisa © 2016
Author's note:
A reminder to self, about the paths, I can walk down, knowing, not all
of them, will help me, to release the inner darkness, I have been
hiding, behind mental walls, for decades.
Therisa © 2016
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