Never
Sexually assaulted
By you.
But
Your actions
Raped my mind
And soul.
Raped my mind
And soul.
In destroying
A child
A child
Filled with hope
And Dreams.
As my tears
Forms a noose
Around my neck.
Each new tear
Adds an additional loop
Until thirteen is reach
And tightened.
As the trap door
Opens.
Therisa © 2013
Author's note: Originally posted, on a peer support PTSD site, as part of my trauma diary, here. This poem deals, with the summer of 1985, and the violence that I experienced, at the hands of my younger brother, and I feel towards myself, about it.