Showing posts with label Honouring the dead. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Honouring the dead. Show all posts

Wednesday, 3 May 2017

5 Mei (May 4, 2015)

It has been said
My generation can't relate
To the sacrifice
Previous generations have made
For us.

And yet
For me.

Every time
I see or hear
My last name.

Am reminded
Of the ultimate price
For freedom
Of my paternal homeland.

As more than
7, 600 Canadian soldiers
Are buried
In Dutch graves.

Tomorrow
Marks seventy years
Since German command
Surrendered.

Having grown up
In Canada
I heard stories
About the Hunger Winter.

How my aunt
And her family survived
By eating flower bulbs.

But
Very little
From my dad.

Except for
One post-liberation story.

In which
He and other boys
Lit cigarette cans
With gasoline and bullets.

Until
Parents stopped it.

For liberation was
An early birthday present
For my dad
As his birthday is
May 12th.

With these somber ceremonies
Am reminded
Of the lost
His death

And his connection
With this past
I need.

Wanting to share
My heartfelt thanks
To those soldiers.

By placing
A bouquet of red tulips
And a white rose
On every monument
That  honours
Canadian grave sites
In the Netherlands.

With my dad
By my side.

Sadly
He died
On November 15, 1998.

Still
In five years time
I feel this need
To honour them
And my dad.

In marking
Seventy-five years
Of liberation

And my fiftieth year.

Therisa © 2015


Wednesday, 13 January 2016

Opening Up One's Eyes (November 7, 2015)



Courtesy of www.newwayministery.wordpress.com
In my mind
The old Negro gospel
"We shall overcome"
Is being sung
Before my eyes.

Looking back
More than 60 years
In the struggle
For Civil Rights
And true equality.

Of the many senseless deaths
Which mark
Our journey forward
From the darkness
Of hate and fear.

Despite
The many legal battles
Fought and won.

Still
I feel like
A third class citizen
In the country
I was born
In.

With it's rigid hierarchy
That places
Anyone
Who is different
On the outside
Looking in.

Tolerating us
Like a boorish family member
They want
To disappear.

I wish
You could experience
A week
In my shoes.

Confronting
The societal
And institutional barriers
You've erected
Over the centuries.

In keeping
Yourself
Safe
From the reality
Of my life.

Realizing
Your position of power
Is paid.

At a heavy price
By people
Like myself.


Therisa © 2015


Author's note: This is, one of two poems that I wrote for Day of Trans-Remembrance, November 20, 2015. The other one, titled, "The Crater", is in the process of having a clay ceramic statue being created, as I write this. Am hoping, I can have it painted and done, its second and final firing. Thus, being able to post together, here.


For those, who are just discovering me, I have survived numerous attempts on my life, from a family member, whom I have broken off, all ties with, since August 2007. Also, have threatened, by various individuals, who have chased me, on foot or by rode the back of my legs, with their car, while laughing, about it. As if, it was one huge joke, with me, being the punch line, to it.


And sadly, I have tried, on numerous occasions, to take my life, when my depression has reached, such dark levels, the bottom of the Black Sea is a brilliantly lit walk, in the park, by comparison. With my last attempt occurring, during the holiday season of 2010-11.

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