Untitled (January 17, 2018)

I want to

Let these memories go

Liberating myself

From this haunting darkness

On my soul.

As if

My abusive experience

Are the wrong favour

Of the month.

Just because

I wasn't sexually touched

Or raped

With a penile object

By my abusers.

Although

Numerous times

I have been kicked

Deliberately

In the groin area.

With serious intent

To maim me

In a sexual manner

As they view me

A homosexual male.

Never mind

Some feminists view

My abuse

As a male on male

Crime.

And not

A male on female

Crime.

Thus

They discount me

As another whining male

Seeking attention.

Over battered

And seriously injured women

Attacked by men.

Due to the reality

Of the birth defect

Between my legs

They hold over

All transwomen.

Regardless

Of our status

Pre or post-op.

Bleep you

Too

B*tch.

Therisa © 2018

Author's note: Just venting an ugly truth that some people, in the system, don't want to admit its existence.