Thursday, 14 April 2016

Life's Roller Coaster (April 14, 2016)
Can the feel
My energy
Slowly drain
From my soul.

As if
A giant syphon
Was attached.

My emotions
A giant roller coaster ride
Nearly careening
Out of control.

With every curve taken
And hill crested
Can feel the tears
Threaten to unleash
A personal tsunami.

As my emotions
Leave life's track
For parts unknown.

Taking me
Into territory
Not explore

Want off
This Hell ride.

In the faint hope
Of regaining
A fragile sense
Of emotional equilibrium.

Therisa © 2016

Author's note: Usually, the first sign of appending bout of depression, is having my emotions going sidewards, like this. With bouts of tears, happening, at any time, for any reason. Once, had a doctor make a comment that I was reacting, like a woman does. Meaning, if I was reacting, in a male way, these emotions would be pent up, until they explode, in a toxic way, to my psyche. Thanks, but no thanks. Been there, Seen that, and got the t-shirt, to prove it,

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